Fun and Worries

I learned that I need to get a well-paying job first to enjoy my life from the bottom of my heart. Yesterday, I went to an Italian restaurant with my friend. Although, I enjoyed the conversations with her, I couldn’t fully enjoy the time because of my worries for my future. As long as I don’t get a high paying job, I cannot move on to the next stage of my life such as marriage. Dining out with her reminded me that I need to focus on myself first. I’m not saying that she is my future partner. I need to study more about programming, at least one year, to become a freelance IT engineer. I hope I will get my ideal life by having a programming career.